Im going to explode or kill myself?
my brother died before he was born, i was abused as a kid, my dad left us and is mentally ill, people i end up loving always leave, i have hypothyroid and many other illnesses, my friends pressure me to spend money and make me feel bad if i dont, my mom is disabled and cant work and asks for my money and is never home because she goes out with her bf all the time, my sister is a manger almost working full time and makes me do all house chores, i am pressured to be the "man of the house" though im a GIRL WHO WANTS TO HAVE FUN, my work pressures me, my grandmother died in my arms, my other brother died a few weeks ago and im so overwhelmed, i also get violent and i have flashbacks and act really coldhearted but actually am not i just dont want to get hurt emotionally like i pretend i dont care or that i dont like someone but its the exact opposite what do i do?
Posted: August 2nd, 2011 under Hypothyroid in Men.
Tags: brother, dad, flashbacks, full time, grandmother, house chores, illnesses, man of the house, mom, money, work pressures
Comments
Comment from Marlene - August 2, 2011 at 9:36 am
You have no one there for you. It is no wonder you are so overwhelmed. There is no safe place to release all that anger. Can you find a trusted person you can talk to? How about a counselor? I can
understand how this affected you. It seems like every thing is on your shoulders and you do not
have a chance to have your own life or to be a kid either for that matter. I am so sorry for all your
losses and responsibilities. If friends are your friends, they would understand you can not spend money
and would not make you feel badly about it. They are adding more pressure to your life. Take time
to take a deep breath and decide if you are going to allow your friends to continue with this pressure.
Please seek help as you are deserving of a good life. Please do not kill yourself because you are
a good person and need to start living. please call for professional help now. I care. If these feelings
get stronger go into the hospital. You are important!
Comment from Jasmine Flores - August 2, 2011 at 9:36 am
I think at times like these, it is okay to feel overwhelmed and stressed out. what anyone would advise to do is talk to someone. Maybe someone you can confide in or even someone professional..hotline services are free, as well. If there is a money issue with your friends, don’t be afraid to say no. Many times will you find that there are better uses for mobey. Remember your responsibilities, but don’t forget that you have a right to tend to yourself and your emotions. Try not holding any of these feelings in and feed yourself positive thoughts. Never lose the motivation to keep striving. And give yourself reasons to love yourself! You’re here and are worth every bit as much as I am. Remember that things get better, and find something that’ll keep pushing you forward.
Comment from William Davies - August 2, 2011 at 9:36 am
I’m Sorry to hear about your situation, but there is always a solution to a problem
The first step is understanding that you have a problem that needs to be solved, and the next step is to ASK for help, and you’ve just done BOTH by asking this question.
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Comment from XoXoX - August 2, 2011 at 9:36 am
first of all how sorry i am to hear your life story, here are a few tips to get your life back on Track okay …
step one, tell your mother to gt her own money, tell her to get a J`O`B or get it from her bf she loves so much.
step two. get rid of your money-hungrey friends.
step three\. seek consoling for the dealths youve expirianced in your life